It is already 1.00 pm. I still have not received any call from my eldest daughter. Dah naik suspens dah aku ni ke tahap gelabah dah. I really hope no news is a good news. My younger sister had called me twice already. My two sisters' children and my hubby's niece are also waiting for their result. So i know that she is in the same state of mind like me.
My elder sister's daughter is well known for her good result. She got 7As in her PMR. My daughter and hubby's niece are equal (both got 5A in PMR). My younger sister's son is another matter. Noone is putting on hope for him. But I do know that he is intelligent just that he is really lazy to study. The mother (my younger sis) had told me he switched off his phone when she called him.
To all who have given me your kind words. I thank you very much. Biasalah kita sebagai ibu selalu risaukan anak2. I do realise that getting As in your exams are not the ultimate measure of one's success in life. But the reality of our current system and livelihood just could not be ignored. All I want for my daughters is the chance for them to be able to further their studies. I hope that what I have written have not sparked a misunderstanding that I only respect people with straight As. I am not a straight A person myself. I was locally educated and I am doing OK by any standard. I do not want them to have an inferiority complex and not enabling them to be independent and maybe even succeed in life. I will provide what I can, material and support, the rest is still up to them.
Cuma biasalah, ibu mana yang tak risau kan anak2..
A note for my eldest daughter,
Where are you girl? Jangan buat mama jadi tak tentu arah ni.. Dah berapa kali dah mama pi toilet hari dah ni..
Ya Allah, beri lah daku berita yang menggembirakan, Amin.
Alhamdullilah, latest news.
My daughter has got 3As in her SPM out of 10 subjects
My older sister's daughter 4As out of 12 subjects
The other two still unknown.
Insyaallah, she can still futher her studies. That's all I ask for